do you remember that time when we slow dances without any music on and we looked into each others eyes and kissed for the first time. do you remember feeling like nothing else mattered when we were with each other and thinking it would last forever. do you remember staying up all night and talking about anything and everything. do you remember always being there for me when I was sad. do you remember those stupid fights we got into. do you remember me tearing our releationship apart. do you remember not feeling close anymore. do you remember that phone call. do you remember the tears. do you remember the empty promises we both made. do you remember drifting apart. do you remember the failed attempts to fix us. do you remember leaving for Hollywood and coming home knowing you wanted him not me. do you remember the past 2 months where we barely talked. do you remember all the times we said it was the last time. well this is the last time. these are the things that I cry about. these are the reasons I lose sleep and these are the things no matter how hard I try I can’t fix. I hope nobody reads this and the only one that will is probly Mike and if your reading this then your a fag and im sorry.